once again, i need to apologize for my absence here. same reason--different illness. while the depression continues, it's overshadowed by another old friend--the worst asthma i've had in decades. no energy to do anything, and orders from dr not to try. threats of ER looming, backed up by threats of hospitalization--this while loaded with prednisone. getting incrementally better each day, but very small increments. ideas zooming in my head for blog things i want to do [like challenge ' bucket list'] but no energy to do them. will return......